summer camp

THE AMAZING JUDY emailed me some fabulous picts of some of our teens at Camp Lexington! If you want more info about Nebraska AG's fabulous kids camps visit neag.org!

Happy Daddy's Day

I shared these words in my sermon Sunday from a Daddy's heart found at godswork.org:

Last weekend was "my weekend." My weekend comes way too slowly and when it finally arrives, passes way too quickly. Sometimes it's so hard being a divorced father. The kids and I take turns picking what we'll do on those special weekends. This past weekend was my five- year-old daughter's turn to pick. She loves to ice skate (not that easy to do in sunny Dallas) with me.

I grew up in Kansas. We had plenty of ice 4-5 months of the year. I don't remember when I learned to ice skate. I do remember how much I loved being with my high school friends on weekend nights, ice skating and then warming up around the fire.
All weekend long, all my daughter talked about was ice-skating. Daddy, when are we going to go ice skating? Daddy, can we go now? Oh how I miss the excitement of being five years old again.

Finally, Sunday came and we went to the ice skating rink at the shopping center. Now I am sure that many of you are like me and don't enjoy the cold or being out in the cold. After all, I live in Dallas for a reason, to stay warm. The skating rink is so cold. They keep it that way, something about the ice melting; I personally believe it's to help the people freeze. I dressed in my sweats so I could stay warm (I've been to the rink before after all) and so I added a few layers to help keep warm.
Now to a five year old, the ice is like snow. They would never consider even worrying about staying warm until after they get cold. Consider a coat? Never crosses their mind.

"Let's go Daddy!" she said as impatience set in. I hurried the best I could and took her hand as we stepped on to the ice. I find, as I get older, it takes longer for my body to adjust to new or different environments. My brain is thinking be careful don't fall, my feet are saying wait a minute what happened to the shoes? All this is going on in my brain and I notice my arm is being yanked by a five year old about to fall. I muster my balance, use all the strength I can find to keep her from falling. We stabilize and begin skating together.

I often tell my daughter how much I enjoy her holding my hand and how special I feel when she holds my hand. I notice she is holding on tight, a death grip on my hand. I try to relax my grip so I don't squeeze her little hand too tight. She looks up at me and said "Daddy, don't let go".
I tell her not to worry, I won't let go of her hand. I see the fear in her eyes. The fear of falling and hitting the ice. I know I won't let go. I realize how hard it will be to let go. I realize how hard it will be to ever let her hand go.

As we skate, I think about how my faith is like holding God's hand. How in the hard times I look to God and say don't let go. How my fear tests my faith and the grip God has on my life and me. How I worry about falling from my faith. How God's love tells me He'll never let go.

I realize; I understand the fear a five year old feels. We skate together, father and daughter. I get lost in the love we share and the feeling of being her support. Being her father and the closeness we share. Being the father she relies on for those times she needs help, support and love.
Sound familiar?

Funny how we see it so clearly with our kids, but so totally miss it with our Heavenly Father.
I learned a lot this past weekend. I grew closer to my kids and I grew in my faith. I thought about how in a few years I will drop her off at the mall with her friends or the day she starts driving and backs out of the driveway in our car, and the day (I dread this one the most) that will come much too quickly when I walk her down the aisle. I learned it will be me, not her saying -
Don't let go.

feeling feisty

I've attended several prayer groups today, and I'm feeling feisty!

One prayer warrior shared she believes another reformation is about to hit our Country!

YES LORD, BRING IT ON!

A couple things were stirred up in my heart again:

Evolution vs. Creation and America's Christian Heritage

Our children need to hear some TRUTH!

Our pews are filled with morphed ideas regarding these issues...

Here's a couple links to get some truth juices flowin in our brains:

http://www.answersingenesis.org/get-answers/features/arguments-evolutionists

http://www.wallbuilders.com/LIBissuesArticles.asp?id=8755

Third Day - Cry Out To Jesus W/Lyrics

OH, THIS ONE TOO!!!!! (thanks John)

The Family Prayer Song - Maranatha Singers

I'm beginning a new sermon series this Sunday entitled: FAMILY MATTERS! (fitting that it's Fathers Day) I'm hoping it will work to show this video during my sermon like we did on Memorial Day...

YEAH I FIGURED IT OUT!

It only took me like 3 weeks, but thanks to THE AMAZING JOHN SINKS you can now listen to my sermons online!

There's a link at the top of my blog you can click on or visit http://revpaulbwest.podbean.com/

missions dinner

So, I haven't blogged for quite awhile...

The schedule has been a little more hectic and I've been trying to figure out how to download my sermons...

THE AMAZING JOHN SINKS has enabled our sound/media ministry to record my messages directly to the computer!

WOW, THANKS JOHN!

One of these days I'll figure out how to put the audio on my blog...I've been trying and trying to make it work with conversions galore and lately I'm even trying the whole podcast thing...

I know I sound like a computer nerd, but I really have no idea what I'm doing...

Anyway, Last night's missions dinner was a smashing success!

There was a great turn-out and our missionaries ministry was very special!

Louise did a wonderful job on the Chile stew! (and others brought some multicultural dishes, from Holly's filipeno lumpia to Dee's enchiladas)

Check out http://www.mazurekmissions.com/!